confuszled..

today me been thinkn alot abt my boi..hrm i duno if he likes me?? sighhh..im soo confused coz i got these thoughts in my head and i duno wtf is happening? sigh..i askd around some fwens to try and get out the truth, but i guess hrm iwl never know unless i ask him hor!? aiyahh ..i nearli cried today too..in scHoool..lol >.< EeeEk.. bois bois bois..i duno wut to do wit ems! aiyahh i wana cry agen! lol...fukn bs...
hrm it goes like this..i like u...i tink im fallin deeper..but i duno if u feel the same..?? i kno it been very fast and we hav onli been together a little while...but sometimes i get the feeling that u dont like me ..that way. hrm u told me abt the dare and that made me think...whether u wer juz presured to do it, and if they didnt dare wut would happen then? =/
iv talkd to my friends abt what u did to me bfo we wer together and then now i tell them we together they say im stoopid and i shouldnt trust u! >.< hrm but i hav the other ones hu say if u reali like him then juz go fo him, and he is a loyal guy and u can trust him!! =S aiyahh i would reali want for this to work..or at least try it for a bit longer..coz i duno wut would happen to me if we break..coz me alreadi fukn cried for u and i tink that this will trigger it fo sure *duH!* sigh.. but then if u dont like me then i guess it the best for u to let go, and since i like u, i think i would want u to be happy! sighh..how am i gona tell u abt how im feeling ryt now?? when am i going to see u next?? hrm ...
sometimes i feel like u dun feeel the same becoz u dun act it...i mean, wen we are out we hav fun together and all is good..but then wen i dont see u, u never call or msg and i think abt u..>.<>.< fukn bs!! aiyahh i duno wut to doo!! i dun wana fall any deeper if u dun reali care!!...so i need to kno.....sigh! but how?? aiyahh!!!
i dun want u to like me coz of a dare! i dun want u to like me coz i cried! i dun want u to like me coz u feel guilty abt wut u did! i want u to like me coz u reali do..coz if u dun iwl end up hurt laters and i guess it better now then later wen maybe..juz maybe i fall in luv wit u..>.< eEek!-that worD!! it scares me! sighh....
hrm i feel a physical attraction between us..hrm i can talk to u wen im wit u...i enjoi all the times wwen i can see u..hrm i duno wut is missing..maybe it stilll the trust, but im sure tat can be regained~maybe we juz got nothing in common? however i wouldnt know coz u havnt told me much abt urself...>.< AIYAH!!! im soo confused!! sighhh soBbz*
*wo hen xi huan ni ..., ke si wo bu zi tao ni xiang wo ma?* i would reali like for this to work..but i guess now it is up to u......if onli u knew how i felt..........